

My Thought ProcessTell me what it feels like to be loved. It's been so long I don't think I remember. Or perhaps I never knew. Is it warm? Is it soft? Or is it just all a figment of our imagination? Something we create to make life easier. Maybe it doesn't matter. Even if we make it ourselves, isn't that what makes it real? Even ignorance is blissful because we make it that way. But we don't have to be ignorant. We can still be blissful with out knowledge as long as we're loved. But I'm knowledgeable. I choose knowledge over that bliss hoping for love. But it doesn't come. &nbsMy Thought Process


My Dream Girl is...My Dream Girl...My Dream Girl is...
Hates to lose But loves to lose to me
Likes to destroy But loves to make things for me
Loves to argue But hates to argue with me
Always rebels against the thoughts of others But always loves the ones made by me
Hates to cook But always makes food for me
Doesn't exist But will always be real to me


I wantI'm sick of feeling I want to be numb I want the pain to end I want the world to stop spinning I want the people to stop living I want to sit in total silence I want to think for awhile I want to understand what I'm unsure of I want to be aware of everything I want to overcome it all I want to know all the secrets But I don't want to do it aloneI want


vacant.Look at her; shes a porcelain doll with never-ending milk legs all stapled to the bed, thirteen years young with forty-eight years suffocating her figure. Hes right up to her baby lips, offering cigarette breath and grinding his stubble on her cheeks, it reminds her of gravel and she closes her eyelids as it falls across her neck, inhaling the cloud of dust.vacant.
The curtains are draped across the sky, dried blood red casting shadows she cant tell the ends of. A dim flicker of a light and maybe a filter of moonshine illuminate the crevasses of his eyelids, forehead and awry mouth. His skin tastes of sweat and earth.
Wow you live in PA too :] What town?
We have the basic same interests <_< Do you like Bob Dylan?
I love 64 too :L Zelda OOT FTW ^-^
UGH would you like to talk on Aim? My computer is way too laggy on Devart. ^_^
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my AIM is Sination 23 if you want it (as I said this deviant reply locked up my screen). And yea, I do like Bob Dylan
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